Running

Am I running toward new opportunities or away from negative places.

Are these mutually exclusive?

Is the proverbial grass always greener?

Experiences say a resounding NO!

But staying in misery seems more destructive even if the next place is less than ideal.

Am I running away or toward something?

Does the lack of novelty drive destructive behavior or allow for growth?

Can it be both?

I crave stability but hate predictability.

Eager for new experiences but hesitant due to past pain.

Am I running toward or away from everything?

The novelty is exciting and equally daunting.

Loneliness fills the new spaces and exhaustion replaces novelty.

I long to reinvent myself but seem to only find the same patterns.

Am I running away or toward something?

I long for purpose but fail to find it in each new opportunity.

Filled with disillusionment, hopelessness takes root.

Perhaps the next opportunity will fill the void in my soul.

So, I keep running.

Are you running? Are you searching?

Keep searching for meaning in the chaos.

Keep searching for hope in the darkneess

Keep searching for kindness in a world filled with anger

Keep searching for love in a landscape filled with fear.

Never stop searching even if you don’t know if your running toward or away from something.